Thirsty for love.

(Picture people rushing in a crowded street)

She is in denial.

Running running running.

No silence. Please.

Can’t stand to think about it.

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(Picture engraved black letters on a tombstone overgrown with weed)

Self hate.

So strong.

Engraved. Accepted.Β 

Feared.

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(Picture an old well.)

Sadness as its own purpose.

Despair.Β 

It physically hurts.

She is confused.

Thirsty for love.

In response to The Daily Post’s writing prompt: “Three Perfect Shots.”

That was three shots, but I have the fourth.

(Picture woman standing in light, light goes from inside her and outside, it surrounds her.)

The wall has collapsed.

And she liberated herself.

She found a well.

She is not as thirsty anymore. ❀

Mon……ups, Tuesday blues

It is almost 3 am and I am sitting here, not in a particularly comfortable position writing in the dark.

What is going on?

I don’t know.

Has internet and blogosphere trapped me again?

Probably.

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Have been true for many many nights….

All I know is that I feel monday-ish all day and it’s still that day to me because I did not go to sleep yet (my logic), and I am looking at all sorts of challenges, writing, photo, prompts… A lot of stuff just awaits my attention and I can see myself write and write and write days away. πŸ™‚ And that’s doesn’t even include all the things I have begun but aren’t posted yet… I honestly don’t know how it is like to be without inspiration on my blog, I literary have to hold myself up from not writing 10 posts in a day, and I hope I won’t taste the bitter taste of blank mind here.

So, what do I do when it’s too late for anything except bookmarking?

I share anti – blues video for Monday/Tuesday… Any day you need it. πŸ™‚

Listen

Listen to your heart,
When it’s calling for you
Listen to your heart.
There’s nothing else you can do…

I don’t know where you going and I don’t know why
But listen to your heart…

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Hey! This song is in my head since I woke up. Listen to yourself, if you do you will always get an honest answer. That is probably the reason we don’t listen but rather ignore, because there are some answers we don’t wanna hear.

Stay well, hi from semi-cloudy but still warm capital. ❀

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You inspire me!

Yes you do! I have been chatting with my readers and bloggers I love – Hiiii girlssss πŸ˜‰ ❀

And I encourage others to comment and give chatting a chance because… No, because, you don’t need a reason. It’s awesome and surprisingly rewarding πŸ™‚

I learn a lot with chatting with you, you are all so supportive it makes me feel grateful. πŸ˜€

So, in conversations I got ideas for my future posts. Now, I don’t have time for all the ideas haha XD

I just wanted to tell you how awesome you are…

I will write about drinks in Croatia, post a lot of photos so you can see how was my cloudy summer and post some more recipes. Can’t wait!

This is for Zee – who two posts in a row has an honorable mention. Am I off the hook with Monopoly money? πŸ˜€

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Don’t worry, be happy. Even though I have a headache again, I am looking forward to post all the things I have in mind. πŸ™‚

Beep beep boop

Does it say “beep beep boop” to you too when you start a new post?

These recent changes in WP are so weird, if I’m in the serious mood and about to rant about something, beginning with those words make me feel silly. πŸ˜€

I am mixture of emotions. Kinda mad, kinda frustrated, just a little bit sad and probably a little bit happy…. Weird shitz is going on. In Zagreb, the summer weather is non-existent. It is cloudy, raining, cold and windy. I do not like this joke. 😦

I want sun.

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Summer is my favorite season and now it is letting me and everyone here down. People have planned vacations but the sea is cold from the rain and wind. I am indoors most of the year, so please, universe, SEND SOME SUMMER WEATHER… Pretty please.

I don’t feel inspired. I don’t feel like finishing my dress. I don’t feel like blogging. – that’s the part making me sad. :/

While I can’t get the Vitamin Sea, I want SUN and Vitamin D.

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Daily PromptΒ asked about people we accidentally catch in our photos, and to make a story about them. No! What? I really don’t like having other people in my photos, it’s not their fault they are in my way… I don’t shoot portraits, if someone happens to end up on my photo I make sure their face is not recognizable, that they are far away or turned away from camera. I don’t know, I think everyone has the right to privacy and anonymity, if not chosen differently. Imagine that I end up in someone’s photo and that person is posting me on WordPress, making story about me. I dislike it.

THE MAD ONES | Boost of Inspiration :)

 

β€œAnd those who were seen dancing were thought to be insane by those who could not hear the music.” Β  – Nietzsche

 

 

This video shows something important. Staying in the presence is one of the tools to live a happy life. It is truth, I know it by my experience, if I think about the past I get sad and if I think about the future I worry. Of course, that is not the rule. If I think about good stuff from past and lovely memories I will not get sad, and if I channel my energy towards good possible scenarios in the future and everything wonderful I want to do and see, I won’t worry. That’s why I said that not thinking about what was and what comes is ONE of the tools. Different thinking is another. πŸ™‚

I love the energy of this song and very much the lyrics, particularly this line:

“We are alive…. And the stars make love to the universe”

I stopped the first time I heard them and said that I have never heard anything like that in a sentence. I love it. It gives sensual and alive meaning to chemical and mathematical area. πŸ˜‰

 

 

p.s. I would like to thank Tina The Mess for two awards she has humbled me, I did not forget. They will be proudly displayed on my Awards page. ❀

On the note of Prompt my answer is NO. Not a chance… Nope. No thank you. A-a. Nouuuu. Ne. Nein. No way. Why would anyone take that? Now that’s a prompt.

 

Everything is connected

I have my folder in which I keep photography to be published here when I feel the need or when the timing is right (Weekly Challenges for example), I have a folder of interesting Do It Yourself projects that I plan to make and photos of ones I already made. I also have a folder of incredible pictures and quotes which I share, on social networks or here. Now, I am starting to pile up links and links and links of amazing videos I want to share with you…

My thought when I started this blog was – what will I write about when I ran out of ideas. And, I can tell you I am getting scared now… πŸ˜‰ Because more ideas I have, more ideas are coming on surface. I can’t keep track of them… It is like I have opened a creative Pandora box inside my head which was there the whole time and now I can’t and WON’T close it. What a wonderful discovery! Yet so frustrating at times for an organised person like me… I have all of a sudden this chaos, this mountain of things I want to share, of things I want to write about, talk about… Of things I want to contemplate about. And every day, I get more of those things. When I think to myself, “Okay, break time…” I come upon most amazing things. Projects. Videos. Songs. People. Ideas.

I am walking this road but not alone, I am with you and I feel your presence. I feel we make connections and that is another amazing thing I have to add to this incredible experience I call My Blog. Experience I didn’t know what to expect when I started. Experience who is actually helping me to find myself. To understand towards what I gravitate. To see how amazingly creative I am. This blog is becoming a black on white proof to crush many of my doubts. And a leading compass in my future occupation, what ever that turns out to be.

And everything is connected. My folders connect here. So, this video is beyondΒ perfect for this post.

Iva’s ABC Final – On with celebration… Wooot! Lets see who was in my ABC!

It rhymes… get it? πŸ˜€

Soooo…

What have we been doing from 1st of March? Iva’s Awesome Birthday Challenge!

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Yaaay!

And you really did make me happy with your entries, comments and likes on Daily questions and themes. πŸ™‚ Thank you for celebrating with me and participating. So, it goes in no particular order, the participants:

EXPLORATIOUS with more entries, full of beautiful photography:

MY DEAR SHETALL also with few amazing entries, thank you my friend! πŸ˜€

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From Shetall post “Tweety”

CRAP I BLOG ABOUT has blogged about my crap. πŸ˜€ :

http://crapiblogabout.wordpress.com/2014/03/01/once-upon-a-time/

NOE:

http://noestyle.wordpress.com/2014/03/07/my-blessed-birthday/

MISS LOU ACQUIRING LORE has surprised me and dug up some oooold photos from her best birthday. πŸ˜€ :

http://misslouella.wordpress.com/2014/03/10/my-best-birthday/

THE PRESENTS OF PRESENCE had an amazing story of sharing and caring πŸ™‚ :

http://misifusa.wordpress.com/2014/03/09/the-cookie-thief/

Marilyn from SERENDIPITY

Cee from CEE’S PHOTOGRAPHY

and SCARΒ with their comments πŸ˜‰

And special thank you to my girl Barbara Bee who decided to join even though she doesn’t have a blog. πŸ™‚

You have made my day more special and your kind wishes and entries made me happy… I’m sending you love and positivity… ❀ Also, thanks to all of you who were liking every day and following the challenge. πŸ™‚

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From http://mkalty.org/thank-you/

I have already in my mind constructed an idea of probably monthly category of Iva’s ABC but the letters to be “Amazing Blog Category” πŸ˜‰ We will see… It’s a shame the photo to go to waste, isn’t it? πŸ˜‰