Hey guys, how are you?
Behind me is a very hard weekend.
But, every day I was happy about something and honestly, I don’t know how I fucking do it. Yes, there are times when I just want to sleep everything away and when I cry because I want to be free from pain but I don’t want to go there now.
Let me tell you what made me happy… ๐
I was with my love, and I don’t mean chocolate ๐
I have three herbal cremes for (against?) pain so I was almost bathing in them and bf helped me every way he could.
I ate an amaaazing tiramisu, it really made myย friday morning.
I discovered that I, in fact, love cinnemon for which I was sure I hate. As a concequence I drank a loooot of tea from apple and cinnemon. A lot. Yumm.
I cuddled with the most cuddly kitty I have ever “met”, my bf cat who is 5 months and is…adorable. She followed me around like a puppy. ๐
It is now cold outside and it was cloudy/raining for days and it brought even some pretty big storms last week, but today the sun broke through the clouds. I loved it…
Every moment I was feeling better, I cherished. I sang to myself.
I woke up. And I see and I can walk, and talk and hear, and I am loved. It is a blessing. I don’t feel afraid. I feel like this is a new chapter and it is only going better. I know it. ๐
I am really looking forward to reading all your comments…. โค